Hej
yeah, i'm writing this to get rid of the previous journal. pornographic messages oh.Some new updates;I decided to be cold and healthy. maybe it doesnt make sense when you use it in the same sentence, but yeah.
I'm starting on a diet, yes I gained 5 kilograms just for sitting on my ass and nothing more. So bye-bye chocolate, hello apples!
And after a while, I started to think that people dont deserve you when u're nice to them. I've been always like that and It got me nowhere.
A little change; I'm gonna be cold. Let's see who has a birthday party.
Btw, I'm really having hard time with my music, I tried everything now I cant enjoy any of it.
I'm open to new suggestions.still, Kent is always the best :]I guess
I'll save some time for myself to take photos, write new chapters of nude (my book) and some new poetry maybe.

I mean some time for art and also sports. It's really a boredom, going through the same routine, friends&drink, home&computer, ..
Hopefully, I'll quit smoking.
Dunno when yet.
Seems like that's all for now.
Ciao.